Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Friday, January 28, 2011

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Friday, January 14, 2011

Trish Keenan.

of Broadcast has died from complications with pneumonia...
she might have been infected with H1N1 according to some news sources.

so so sad.
I love her voice so much.
What a talent...
I'm so glad she had the guts and conviction and drive to pursue a career in music - I'm glad I got to hear her voice.
Not enough people know about this totally underrated band.





If I could have my way...

when it comes to home decor and I didn't have to compromise and that sort of thing with the husband... I would get these items off etsy and be absolutely ridiculously in love with them.....









However,

I did just purchase the following all for under 20 US with shipping - and I'm going to make my very own hamsa wall hanging for our new house!




Wednesday, January 12, 2011

will she be an only child?

I'm totally on the fence about having another child.


See, there's a lot I want to do in my life.

I've always wanted to get into turntablism/scratching (djing); I've always wanted to travel (I really want to go to iceland and peru and cuba and germany and japan - list goes on) ; I want to paint, write, garden ----- not get a nervous breakdown...

From the way I have experienced the past year and a half since Mia's birth, I really can't see myself doing this ALL over again....

Mia just seems too important to me and I feel like it's taking everything out of me to give her all of myself because of the kind of person I am (sometimes lost in my head, prone to needing my own personal space etc) ... I love her with everything that I have -- I just didn't even think I was ever going to be a breeder in the FIRST place, and now that I've become one - I think one is enough.

but I'm always agonizing over whether or not that is fair to her / selfish of me...

I just feel like I won't be as good of a mother if I have another child...

I'll turn into this:




.... ok I'm exaggerating..
I wouldn't completely lose it like Mink Stole in Desperate Living, but I'd be a mess I think.