of Broadcast has died from complications with pneumonia... she might have been infected with H1N1 according to some news sources.
so so sad. I love her voice so much. What a talent... I'm so glad she had the guts and conviction and drive to pursue a career in music - I'm glad I got to hear her voice. Not enough people know about this totally underrated band.
when it comes to home decor and I didn't have to compromise and that sort of thing with the husband... I would get these items off etsy and be absolutely ridiculously in love with them.....
However,
I did just purchase the following all for under 20 US with shipping - and I'm going to make my very own hamsa wall hanging for our new house!
I'm totally on the fence about having another child.
See, there's a lot I want to do in my life.
I've always wanted to get into turntablism/scratching (djing); I've always wanted to travel (I really want to go to iceland and peru and cuba and germany and japan - list goes on) ; I want to paint, write, garden ----- not get a nervous breakdown...
From the way I have experienced the past year and a half since Mia's birth, I really can't see myself doing this ALL over again....
Mia just seems too important to me and I feel like it's taking everything out of me to give her all of myself because of the kind of person I am (sometimes lost in my head, prone to needing my own personal space etc) ... I love her with everything that I have -- I just didn't even think I was ever going to be a breeder in the FIRST place, and now that I've become one - I think one is enough.
but I'm always agonizing over whether or not that is fair to her / selfish of me...
I just feel like I won't be as good of a mother if I have another child...
I'll turn into this:
.... ok I'm exaggerating.. I wouldn't completely lose it like Mink Stole in Desperate Living, but I'd be a mess I think.